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I'm not forgiving you by Kari4ever
I'm not forgiving you
You know what hurts..?
A burn, a bee sting , losing your treasured toy, a cut or a heart break 
No...being forced to forgive people...
I hate everything when people say I'm sorry...
Why should I forgive those fools...?
Those stupid lies pissing me off...
I hate those people hurt me and they know it's wrong to hurt me...
The feeling of loneliness with family not "caring" about your mental health..
You do have any idea when a family member abuses you with words...
Saying it's your fault with the trauma you were in...
I don't have any regret hurting other or myself...
People wonder why I'm going through mental torture...
I'm in a verge of despair...I'm nothing but a mistake...
Do any people been through child neglect...?
Did anyone save me from my pain and self harm..?
I only want people to stop hurting me...
I'm holding it back my rage and hatred with people...
For 16 years in my life with regret and pain I just die inside...
The warmth smile from my loving boyfriend...It's the only thing makes me smile and sane...
The people asking for forgiveness makes me enraged every second.. 
Those lies...Those simple begging to spare them...I don't know how I feel..
I just want to make them suffer how they did to me...
There's nothing to live for...People see me "alive" sure my heart beats and the basics...
No I'm not living...I'm already dead with all the trauma I been through.. 
How shall I forgive people when they never came here to save me...
I just want the people just beg and plead for mercy to their god..
HAHAHA!....THERE'S ISN'T NO GOD!
Those fools believing thinking he'll come to save them...
I once believed in that man...He never came to help me...
Isn't he a good man the one can do anything good...
He's nothing but all a lie same thing as my "friends"...
None of them was there to save me...
The pain and suffering I been through those people aren't worthy in my eyes...
The only people have my trust is the ones know my agony and abuse...
The people saw my tears shed..THE PEOPLE SAW ME SUFFER!..The people know I wanted to end my life with this world meant nothing...
Life is pain....Death won't hurt you...But a knife will...
These people don't need mercy...They need to be punished I'm mainly calm and kind but when something comes like this.... I snap...
There's right from wrong...I don't believe it or just don't care...
Haha those people wanting all justice makes me laugh and sick....
There's no justice this world is corrupted...With more called "justice" makes more corruption....
Things need to die....Like the people who caused me to be...different.....I'm not the same person I was.....I been reborned....To an ugly personality...
Farewell to the people I once called my "friends".....
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Look it's my friend Ned and I XD I censored his face as Fluttershy he'll kill me spoopy this selfie was when I was about to burst out of laughter at skewl
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I look at the night sky but there's nothing to see but darkness. That darkness is filled with hatred,fear,despair,and loneliness. I tried to find a source of light but I didn't know how to I was sucked into depression lost in the empty void of darkness. Days , weeks , or even months I couldn't find anything drowning in despair and nobody noticed how much pain I swallowed. I thought the world is scum but the people who noticed my suffering pulled me out that void showing me the true night sky. I realized I'm not alone being with people I truly love and care will be with me especially the one shines the most. The brightest star was with me when I suffered,cry my heart out,when I didn't know what to do with myself, and more. He was there for me when we had both horrible times when we're both down we both each other up put a bright smile and laugh. I'm not alone the sky shows the stars with hope,love,and happiness I have the special star with me guiding me. I'm happy with the people with me seeing the stars together having hope.

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Eyeless Jack vs Laughing Jack Rap Battle Fan Art by Kari4ever
Everypony in Persona portrait by Kari4ever
A bunch of characters 
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Feve Neghts at Riveys Metalfire by Kari4ever
Deshope trapped by Kari4ever
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My love for him by Kari4ever
Nothing good by Kari4ever
ASK Alex in FNaPPGTA by Kari4ever
Ranting by Kari4ever
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EDemonswordsmanCrona Featured By Owner 1 day ago
edemonswordsmancrona.deviantar… heres your commission! Sorry it took so long hehe
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xXxDorkyGirl-o3oxXx Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
then i was like

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Kari4ever Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Student Digital Artist
Yooo
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how are youuu
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ShadowsOfHeartWork Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I really appreciate the watch sweety thank you~;v;
~Lisy
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Hello
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Bri-And-Friends Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Happy Birthday!!~♥
Hug 
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Kari4ever Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you kawaii one u///u
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Bri-And-Friends Featured By Owner May 12, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Oh stahp it you!~Yamato Flustered Icon 
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Kari4ever Featured By Owner May 13, 2015  Student Digital Artist
You a cutie pie
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